Continuing the Link-up: What we’ve learned from the unexpected (in your first year of marriage)
I’ve talked about this before, but I feel that the biggest thing I learned in our first year of marriage is how to be alone.
I knew Jeremy was in the military when we got married, so it wasn’t unexpected that he would have to leave for an extended period of time. But I don’t think any military wife fully expects the first separation, and I certianly didn’t expect to react that way that I did.
I had an unexpectedly hard time when Jeremy went to Florida for 5 months after we had been married for less than 6 months.
Looking back, it’s hard to imagine that I felt the way that I did. We have since survided 2 deployments and numerous trainings and other schoolings since that first separation. I am now a “seasoned” military wife, the idea of him leaving is sad, but I am no longer defeated by the thought of being alone for months on end. I do not feel unprepared or overwhelmed with anxiety and sadness at the thought of him having to go away.
My husband is (most likely) career military, so I guess there comes a point where you do get used to it. Used to being alone. Used to missing your spouse.
I remember seeing a quote once: “It doesn’t get easier, you just get strong”
Looking back at that first separation, I know that I am a stronger person now. Life has tested me, and I have grown and changed in response to those challenges (both expected and unexpected).